Javabe Melika

melika yedafe hame in kararo kardam nemidonam che ama delam khast vase yedafe dige eltemas nakonam dige hichi nagam va bebinam chi mishe.
hala daram mibinam alan fesharamo gereftam didam 16.5 akhe kodom javon toye in seno sal fesharesh ine.
hala tak take javabaye msgeto midam:
migi bayad hamechiu az beyn bebaram onaro man nabayad bebaram toee ke migi az zendegim boro biron bayad inaro az beyn bebari.
melika vaghan to chera nemikhay ghabol koni ke man shak nadaram faghat az roye narahati az in ke man dir javab midam chon daram be baghiye migam daram ba to chat mikonam chon nemizari begam kasi pm nade majboram beheshon begam onam chek mikardam az vaghti to zehnam omad ke on khabo didam bekhoda nemidonam chera man be in pesar in heso daram faghato faghat hes mikonam on mitone toro az man begire sare hamine ke man in kararo mikardam va hich shaki nadaram mikhay bavaresh koni mikhay nakoni dige nemikham ghasamo ghoran biyaram ke harfamo bavar koni.
melika man hamechimo behet migam migam chon to vaghan aromam mikoni sedat ya axat ama bazi vaghta nashode bod to asabani bodi makhsosan vaghti baba karesh dorost nemishod ya harchizi ya asabani bodi bahat miharfidam migofti arom misham rohiyamo avaz mikoni shayad in harfat faghato faghat harf bode nemidonam ama na man hich vaghti nashode bod ke bekham az roye chizi aromet konam va bekham aramesh behet bedam chon hich vaghti nemigofti che hesi dari ke man heseto dark konam va bekham komaket konam.
nemidonam dar morede in harfet ke migi man toro be dostam tarjih midam chera nemikhay ghabol koni harfamo goftam khodam hamishe az harfaye tekrari badam miyad inam gofte bodam ama che fayde ke hich vaghti nemifahmi to che ghadar vasam azizi va arzesh dari.
melika baz dari miri sare masaele ghadimi man on moghe ke be in andaze doset nadashtam to on moghe faghat vase man ye dokhtari bodi ke bahash bodam va mikhastam kenaresh basham ta vaghti ke biyad yani behesh ghol bedam bahash mimonam va on dava ham vaghan az dastet narahat bodam vaghan narahat bodam kheyli on moghe mano shikondi ba on harfa man badesh fahmidam ke dorogh bode va khasti armaghano arom koni bazam migam man behet begam toro vase sargarmi mikham che hali behet dast mide han?
melika man bavar dashtam dost dashtaneto ama to fagaht mano ghade ye dost dost dashti nago bishtar bode chon hamon jor ke to bavar nemikoni man toro bishtar az dostam mikham in harfe toam bavar nemikonam chon hamishe gofti ke marda saro tah ye karbasan va migofti hamaton mese hamin nemigi khodavakili nemigi??
melika tarifaye man chi bod khodaee khodet bego joz in ke man hamash bi ahamiyat bodam nesbat be ona magar chand nafari ke samimiyan mese hamin dostat ke bahashon chat mikoni faghat telamo daran ama na gharar gozashtam na chizi ama in mano misozone ke harfato be hame migi joz mani ke migi doset daram va mikhasti ye zamani hamishe kenaresh bashi man hamishe az in narahat bodam ke migoftam chera onaro be man tarjih midi va hichi be man nemigi rastesh hasodim mishod be ona ke to bahashon in harfaro mizani ama man , darigh az yek kalame va vaghti ke migofti bekhoda az tajob nemidonestam chetori komaket konam ya dardo delato javab bedam.
akhe in dokhtar savar kardan yani chi khob mese in mimone ke man ba farshado mahdiye beram biron ya masalan beshinam toye ye taxi melika man gofte bodam behet hamishe hale baham bode momken bod az dastam dar biyaram ama harvaghti ke dokhtari pisham bod ya jaee bodim ke dokhtaraye mojarado ham sen bodan halghe manam dastam bod bavar nemikoni midonam chi kar konam dige.
ki akhe toro majbor karde bod mage chagho gozashtam zire gelot ke migi majbor kardam in che harfi dari mizani on moghe ke to ba on lahn migi beram vase hamishe beram manam khastam beram chon nemikham dige azab bekeshi in eshghe to hamishe ba mane man toye msgi ke dadam behet goftam ke axato arosako bardashtam midonam ke dorogh goftam ama khastam bebinam toam in karo mikoni faghato fagaht axol amaleto mikhastam bebinam na hich chize digee ( melika nemidonam key ino mikhoni ama age on moghe azam narahat shodi badet omad mazerat mikham azizam nemikhastam injori narahatet konam va in dorogho goftam kasiyam majboram nakard khodam goftam aghebatesham harchi mikhad bashe.
MELIKA midi hamechi tamom shod bekhoda faghat toye zahere batenan tamom nashode vase man axat hast arosaket hast eshghet to delam hast akhe mage ina tamom mishe khodaee mage tamom mishe golam hich vaght hata ye saniye ham tamom nemishe man behet shak nadaram bavar kon ke faghat be hame hamechiu migi joz mani ke migi nazdik taram beheto migi dosam dari man ba kam harfiyat va daron geraeet taghriban kenar omad deghat karde bashi dige nemigam chera kam harf mizani chera hichi nemigi chon ham hes mikonam to zehnet chi migzare ke albate hamash eshtebah bode tahala.
MELIKA midi atrafiyan pas malome kheyli behet migan ke dari eshtebah mikoni dige az in bebad eshtebah nist raft nemidonam vase hamishe raft ya na vase chand maho chand roz man hanoz sare harfam hastam ke yerozi harjaye donya bashi giret miyaramo mibinamet hata ye roz be akhare omramam bashe miyam ghol midam.
harfe khodeto mizanam azizam :
Age ba to bodan eshtebahe , to ghashang tarin eshtebah
Asheghetam azizam age in jodaee ke dare sar migire bazam narahatet kard az tahe delam azat mazerat mikham.
taabadmelika
10/8/88

MSG javabe melika vase jodaee

bade in ke goft beram ino vasam MSG karde:

Masalaan az zendegim rafti biron ?!Na , injorii nemibaran. Bayad khaterehaat , fekreet toye zehne man, harfaat toye goshe man , axsat toye pc , axset laye ketabam , kadohat az roye takhtam , gardanbandet az roye gardanam , shomarat az to ye mobilam, dost dashtanam hame inaro az beyn bebari baad beri !! Raftam faghat az to fb oo netlogoo webzzz nist !Fekram be yaghin tabdil shod,to hamishe be man shak dashti , az roye shak mididi ke un hast ya na ke man ba kie harf mizanam , toam khili oghat dir javab midadi , manam bayad chek mikardam ke bebinaam ba kodom az un dokhtara ke tarif mikoni vasam chat mikoni ?! Na hichvaght inkaro nakardam chon beheet etminan dashtam , hatta baad az didane un khabe kazayee ke chand vaghte mesle khore azaram mide ! Man behet aramesh midadam , mohamad tahala be in fekr kardu ke ye bar to ba harfat be man aramesh bedi ?! Tahalaa fekr kardi kee man dokhtaram ehsasataam jarihe dar Mishe ?! Dishaaab ba un film yadesh oftaadi ke dir bod !Mohamad man koor nistam karam nistam , age khili harfaro nemizanam manish in nist ke nemifahmam chi migzare ! To dostato be man tarjih dadi , har dalili kee biari man baz in harfo mizanaam ke arzeshe dostat az man bishtar bod , to kasi nabodi ke man beheesh tekeye konam , bishtar to be man tekie karde bodi !!Farshado mahdeye beham residan chon farshad poshte mahdeye bood hatta ba maneyee ke joloshon bodo hal shod , ama to 2 bar poshte mano khali kardi , mogheye iran bodamo mamanet goft be dardet nemikhore toam gofti bashe , melika sharmande nemishe ! Yekiaam parsal ke hazer nashoodi be be harfam gosh bedi oo un jori shod , toye hardota ba esrare man hame chi dorost shod , midooni chera ? Choon vagheaan dooset dashtamo too nadidi , to fekr mikardi doost dashtan be ebraz kardane na mohabat kardan ! Dooset dashtam ke telephoni jolo maman bahaaat harf mizadam oo ghat nakardam ! Dooset dashtamo montazeret bodam ke be pishnahade khiliaa Na goftam ! Mohamad key mikhasti bebini inaro ?! Hamishe az dokhtaraoo kasaye ke bahaash harf zadi tarif nakardioo man gosh kardam ?! Narahat shodam !!!?Shayaad bad gheleeghi kardam amaa hamash bekhatere in bod ke nemitobestam harfamo bayan konam oo to Fekr kardi ke chon chizi nemigam hagh ba toe ! Khodet hamishe migoofti ke mohem ineke deleet ba keye , man delam ba to bod ama chon az bagheye migoftam to dochare eshtebaah shoodi ke chizi beynemone , na hichii nabodeoo nist , to ke khodet idesho dari boro azash bepors!Mage khodet az hame dokhtara tarif nemikardi , mage nemigofti ba dostet raftin dokhtar savar kardin , hala to na , dostet , moheem inekee to ham savar bodi , chiziii goftam ?! Chooz inkee hamishe goosh dadam ! To chi ?! Ta man ye chiz goftam sarie jebhe gereftioo narahat shodi !!! Dige esrari nadaram be hich chiz , chon to ham haghe entekhaab dari , va un entekhaab mitone harkas bashe joz man , mesle hamon khaabi ke barat goftam !Toye javabe soaleet majboram kardi begam boro , batenan ..... !!!Hame chi tamom shod.Dige na milikaye hast na mohamadrezaye ke asheeegh ham bashan chon on eshgh tabdil shod be yee shaake hamishegiee 2 tarafe!Shayaaad atrafianaam khili chiza beheem goftam ama kenare to bodano dooost dashtam , be harfaat gosh dadano dost dashtaam , poor harfiatoo doost dashtam ,khili vaght bood say mikardaam faramosheshon konam , amaa nemishood!Man poor harf bodanoo shaad bodaneto pazirooftam ama to kam harf bodan oo daron gara bodanamo hich vaght ghabol nakardi !!!Age ba to bodan eshtebahe , to ghashang tarin eshtebahi

10/7/88

Marg ye bar Shivan ye bar

emshab bade in ke azash babate hamechi mazerat khahi kardam va harf mizadim va vase avalin bar ke khabe mano ke dide bod tarif mikard man ghasamo ina ke mikhad man beram az zendegish ya na onam goft nemidonamo ina ke tahe delesh na bod mishod hads zad ( albate shayad)
hamechi kheyli khob bod ta vaghti ke man harfe mohamad ali keshidam vasat ke shomaha kheyli khob ham digaro mishnasin bad haminjori harfa edame peyda kardo goft are mishnasim hamishe hes mikardam ke mohamad ali baese jodaeeye mano melika mishe hes mikardam mikhad ono azam begire harchi ke hasasiyate man bishtar mishod melika nazdik tar mishod begzarim man baz vasate harfash paridam melika ham ghati kard mese hamishe ke nemizari man beharfam va khodkhahamo in jor chiza va bad goft mikhay javabeto bedam dige nemikhamet az zendegim boro biron vase hamishe.
manam zadam be sime akhar ya bazam dost mishim ya nemishim dige az in 2 halat ke kharej nist va az harja ke baham ozv bodim pakesh kardam mikham bebinam akharesh chi mishe man ke vaghan az tahe delam dosesh daram bebinam onam be hamin andaze dosam dare ya na delesh mikhad ke dobare baham bashim ya na.
ama in yadam mimone ke age joda beshim az ham : 1-khodkhahiye man. 2-khodkhahiye man. 3-khodkhahiye man. 4-mohamad ali (m_a_ahmadi2001)
10/7/88

MSG dar morede mostanade RAZ

salam melika jan aval ino begam ke jone man enghadar zod tasmim nagiro zodam asabani nasho nago ke man khodkhaham man key ba harfaee ke mizani narahat shodam ke in dafe 2 bashe.in linke hamon filmas doble ham hastesh faghat ye moshkeli dare ke nemidonam midoni chi karesh koni ya na in chanta file ke rar kardan yani hamon zip kardan badesh shoma bayad ye lotfi koni vaghti ke Dl kardi bebini mitoni bazesh koni ya na age nashod to hamaro DL kon bad man migam ke chi karesh koni ke dorost beshe in site ham 2ta ghesmat dare yekish linke mostaghime yekisham rapidshare hala ahrkodomo ke DL koni farghi nemikone ama linke mostaghimo begiri behtare chon matali nadare mese rapidsharehttp://www.p30download.com/archives/multimedia/video_player/download_the_secret_movie_persian/inam siteshe azizam omid varam ke betoni bebini.faghat ye chizi mitonam hads bezanam ke sare chi bode ke mohamad ali ino behet moarefi karde ke bebini ama manam ino be on vane dadashet migam age ino bebini hamon harfaeeye ke man migoftam khodaeesh na kasi be man ino gofte bod na chizi ama man vaghan be in amal mikardam shayad toam be karash va harfash fekr koni dige niyazi be on chize dast neveshte ke roye dare komodet hast nabashe.melika rastesho mikham begam man az ini ke ba mohamad ali migi gharar mizashtam ke CDisho begiram narahat nashodam rastesh narahat nashi va nagi ke bache bazi dar miayre o in harfa ama az in narahat shodam ke to hich vaghti ba man dardo del nakardi toye harfat bazi vaghta migofti ke mikhay etemad be nafseto bala bebari ya in chiza shayad mitonestam komaket konam ama in mostanad faghat vase bala bordane etemad be nafse toye zendegi va dide jadidi be zendegiye ke fekr konam mohamad ali behet moarefi karde hamishe delam mikhast man jaye kasaye dige toye net bodam vasat ke shayad bejoz harfaye tekrari ke karaye rozmare mizanim baham ya darmorede karamo ina va ya ghablesh az khaterate gozashte migoftim bejaye ona baham darmorede khodemon miharfidim man ta onja ke tonestam say kardam ke khodam behet nazdik konam ama hardafe ke migzare mifahmam man kheyli az to doram yani hanoz nashnakhtamet ba in etefaghatiyam ke oftade man ke chesham ab nemikhore bekhad nazdik tar beshe dobare in rabete chon to ke kolan az marda badet miyad migi hamashon akhan ya shayad faghat man akham ke hichi nemigi va ye bahone khobam dari ke migi to gharar bod baham famil beshim nemishod yeseri harfaro zad behet dar sorati ke age injori age bashe bayad az ham bishtar khabar dashte bashim yani az akhlaghe ham na ini ke ino bekhay behem begi.man hamishe badam miumad ke bekham sare harfaye gozashtaro baz konam chon harchi bode gozashte ama khob ba in chiza ke azat mibinam fekr nakonam dige on rozaye eshghamo bebinam hala mikhad hamon jori basham ke to mikhasti ya nabasham.movazebe khodet bash omid varam ke in filme raz toye zendegit tasir dashte bashe chon man ke sare to mese on amal mikardam injori shod ama hala sare unimam say mikonam ke mese on basham age bebinish mifahmi manzoram az in ke sare to chi kar kardam chi bode.khosh bashi.bye ta hi
9/7/88

shabi ke harfidim

7/7/88

hesadate melika be dorovariya

emshab ke dashtim harf mziadim vasam ghablesh MSG gozashte bod ke be atrafiyanam hasodi mikone havasesh hast ke man dast az pa khata nakonam badesh ke dashtim harf mziadim man goftam ke farshado didam goftam ke melika miyad iran baham berim biron bad melika ghati kard ke chera vagheiyato nemigi manam goftam ke nemikhamo ina motmaeenam ghati karde bod az daste man mese hamishe ama khob chi kar konam ke hich vaghti nemitonam faramoshesh konam bad sare hamin narahat mishe az daste man khodaya dige to az dele man khabar dari midoni ke delam nemiyad ba eshgham injori harf bezanam dige khodet bekhash azizam mano midonam in mazerat khahiye mano nemibini ama az inja azat mazerat mikham in harfam ya karam faghat vase ine ke on roye mano bebini ke chetoriyam ama man delam mikhad hamishe mese ghabl basham mikham dar kenar bodanet ba khoshi bashe faghat ino mikham na ini ke az harfam narahatet konam azizam.
1/7/88

rozi ke harfidim va akhlagham

roze 3 shanbe bod 24 shahrivar sobesh ke pashodam sari raftam karte tell begiram hodode 20 T shod kartaa goftam bezar kam nayaram mikham bahash harf bezanam badam fadaye saresh on ke nemidone har mini ke migzasht cheghadar mishod manam vasam mohem nabod chon dashtam ba eshgham harf mizadam.
kholase baham khob harfidim manam behesh goftam ke mikham avaz sham mikham tori sham ke ba digaron hastam mikham kamtar az kalamati mese :
azizam,golam,eshgham,khanomi,asalam,jonam,az ina estefade konam ke hadaghal vaghti migam behesh vasash arzesh dashte bashe befahme chi migam nage tekrariye harfat mikham tori bashe ke hadaghal delesh vase onjori harf zadan tang beshe.
mikham tori bahash basham ke kamtar be ziyaee ke migoft anjam bedam yani migoft folan karo konam ya yejori bepichonam ya yejoraee anjam nadam chon khodesh mikhast mani ke hame kari mikonam bad barmigarde mige chera gosh midi chera in karo mikoni khob in akhlaghe manam bebine ke chetoriyam ba baghiye ama khob che afsos ke on hich tavajohi nadare man eshghesho mikham na chat kardanesho ke miyad miharfim mikham harfaee bezane ke befahmam dosam dare ama mige ke dige on roza nemiyad ama man hamishe montazeye ye roziyam ke bebinamesh dastasho begiram bebosamesh key on roz miad khodayaa.
31/6/88

khabi ke melika ba mohamadali bod

khob melika man bedone inke bekham chizi ezafe ya hazv konam migam kheyli khob yadam monde chon hamash to zehnam mororesh mikardam va mimondam ke chera man in khabo didam.
khob az avalesh ke ma arosikarde bodim badesh yeki 2 mahe aval hich moshkeli nadashtim badesh man miumadam khone to khone nabodi ya yeseri miumadam khone namoratab bad ghaza dorost nakarde bodi man zang mziadam biron ghaza miuvordan ( melika nagi ina vazifeye man nisto ina khabe didam ) badesh migoftam chera injoriye khone sari dado bidad ke kolfat nauvordi ke az in harfaa manam hichi nagoftam bad 1 2 hafte gozasht didam na haminjoriye ozaa toam akhlaghet bad tar mishe man be mamanet goftam ke bahat harf bezane maman ke aslan baavr nemikard ke injori bashi ama badesh ke goftam goft bashe bahash harf mizanam kholase bahat harf zado ina badesh ke omadi khone davaa ke to beche jorati be mamane man gofti asan mage man chi kar kardam ke miri chogholiye mano be mamanam mikon harfi dari be khodam bezan man ke monde bodam az in karaye to kholase ke yadame mirafti sare kar bad man bazi vaghta zod tar miumadam khone mididam to naumadi hanoz shoro mikardam khodam ghaza dorost kardan mizo michidak ke vaghti miay khaste sham bokhorim to nagi ke mage kolfat ovordi badesh ke miumadi migofti khastam mirafti mikhabidi asan tavajohi ham be man nemikardi yeki 2 dafe injori shodesh bad man khodaee kheyli behem bar khord yedafe hesabi sange tamom gozashtam bad az mizo ina film gereftam to mamolan sa`ate 8 intora miumadi manam ghablesh film gereftam ba khodam migoftam ke alan miyad baham ghaza mikhorim bad mizo ba shamo ina tazin karde bodam hesabi romantik bad to az hame shab dir tar omadi hal ayadam nist ama shayd 10 maslan badesh man dorbino roshan gozashte bodam ke chehrato begiram vaghti mibini badesh ke omadi to khone salam kardiu ina gofti mohamad in maskhare baziya chiye jamesh kon begir bekhabim bad hame ina toye fim bodesh hamon fardash man raftam be mamanet neshon dadam filmo babatam on roz khone bod filmo dashtan mididan bad bavar nemikardan bad man geryam gerefte bod goftam bebin man hame kari mikonam ama melika mano hich vaghti be hesabam nemiyare asan tavajohi nadare in harfa bad dashtim fekr miakrdim ke chi kar konim maman goft shayd az dostaye sare kareshan goftam nemidonam vala bad goftam beram donbalesh bebinam kojaha mire irad dare maman goft na boro zanete goftam pas farda miram kholase mikhastam beram mamanetam goft ke miyam kholase baham raftim dame sherkateton man didam ke ba mohamad ali omadi biron bego bekhand dast to dast mano mamanet cheshamon 4ta shod man ke hamonja mese hamishe zadam zire gerye ke chera bayad injori beshe maman goft ke in kiye goftamke in yeki az bachehaye neteo in harfaa kholase donbaleton raftim ke kojaha mirin didim raftin toye restorane toop shoro kardin ghaza khordan baham badesh omadin biron mohamad ali toro ta sare koche ma reson toam bosidisho khodahafezi kardi omadi mano on moghe kard mizadi khonam dar nemiumad bad ta omadi jolo khone mano maman piyade shodim cheshmet roze bad nabine maman shoro kard harchi az dahanesh daromad behet goft ke to liyaghate mohamado nadari in hame kari mikone to ba on pesare ashghal migardi in harfa to ke monde bodi chi begi ke ma fahmidim badesh man az shedate narahati az khab bidar shodam ke sa`te hododaye 7 8 sob bod fekr konam az hamon moghe ke cheshamo bastam khabam bord ino khab didam ta vaghti bidar shodam.
kholase ke hamash khdoaro shokr ye khab bod ama jaleb taresh ine ke in khabo chand roz ghable on teli ke baham harfidim gofti ke shomarato be mohamad ali dadiu az on khoshet omade kari andaram ke rast bode ya dorogh chon man ghasamet dadam age khasti ba kasi bashi behem begi ke man pamo bekesham biron fagaht az halet khabar dashte basham hamin dige paye khodet bod ama nemidonam chera hamash ye dorogh be nazaram omad shayad kase digaro migofti bavar mikardam ama mohamad aliu ke gofti na chon to midonesti man sare on hasasam va sari ono gofti.
ama gozasht dige alan dostiye ma ye jore dige shode 1 maheke taghir karde az on harfaye ramin az on harfaee ke joftemon beham mizadim tavaghohaee ke dashtim az ham va man tori ke to mikhasti nabodam harchi bod gozasht dige ama hich vaghti man toro faramosh nemikonam.
nemidonam chi fekr mikoni az khabi ke didam ama vaghan migam hamasho khab didam tavahom ya bekham chizi behesh ezafe konam nabod.
31/6/88

chi begam

ye shab ta sob ba melika dashtam chat mikardam baham kheyli khob bodim hata behemam goft doset daram hamechi khob bod ta jaee ke azam khast man axe FB avaz konam bad az on tarafam man dashtam chizi az net DL mikardam gir dad ke na bayad hamin alan avaz koni manam az onja ke age kari vasash anjam nadam ghati mikone sari DLamo ghat kardam axamo avaz kardam bad ghati kard ke chera sari gosh midi be harfaye adamo az in harfa bad goft ma mikhastam ke az 24 shahrivar ye dostiye dobare shoro konim shayad to akhlaghet avaz shode bashe toye in modat manam ghati kardam goftam na hamon khari bodam hastam man chon nemikham narahatisho bebinam vasash hazeram hame kari konam ama nemidonam chera bardashtesh injori bod.
23/6/88

poch

chand vaghte pish dashtam ba melika chat mikardam ke migoft miyam iran hamon rozi ke man konkor daram mikhad biyado in harfaa yedafe digash migoft folan roz mikham bilit begiram bad porsid ke behet nemigam manam goftam delet miyad behem nagi goft ke na manam kheyli khoshal shodam az in harfesh ke yebare dige mibinamesh ama 2 shanbe sham ke dashtim chat mikardim ye harfi zad ke harmoghe behesh fekr mikonam ashk to chesham jam mishe sare in ke goftam mikhay biayu mirim birono in harfa bad hamin jomlasho bar migarde behem mige ( helna 69 (9/8/2009 2:49:28 AM): mohamad hame chi tamom shode ) akhe yani chi vase chi chera ba dele man injori bazi mikone azash miporsam jedi migi ya na mige are migam pas harfaye ghablit chi bod mige shokhi kardam bahat akhe khodaya in rasmeshe ke in dare ba man in karo mikone mani ke enghadar dosesh daram chera akhe khodaya raziyam be rezaye to omid varam ke ye roze dige bebinamesh chon kheyli behesh niyaz daram.
18/6/88

avalin ax bade jodaee

salam ino bayad dishab mineveshtam ama chon kheyli khaste bodam nashod.

mano ye chand s`ati montazere melika bodam badesh ke omad shoro kardim ba ham harfidan man az khaterate kelaso karae ke kardam migoftam melika ham az rozi ke dasht migoft va dirozesh ke rafte bod mehmoniu khastan biyan che etefaghi oftadesh.

hamin jori ke dasht harf mizadim goft ke mikhad yeki az axaye jadidesho neshonam bede vaghti ke didamesh vaghan daste khodam nabod hamin jori ashk mirikhtam engar ke chand sale nadidamesh haminjori dast mikeshidam ro manitor ke lamsesh konam dast mikeshidam roye soratesh ghorbon sadaghash miraftam ama heyf ke nemikhastam harfamo bedone yani khodesh khase bod ke nagam dige harfi az eshogho in harfaa manam hichi nemigoftam hatayeja goftam azizam badesh dorostesh kardam goftam melika.

nemidonam chera melika axasho neshonam nemide ya mige sms midam be iran ama man nemishnasam ye jori delamo milarzone ama omid varam ke chize khasi nabashe akhe ye moghe dasht migoft ke man az mohamad alli badam miyado in harfa va migoft ke harfi az on dige nazanam ama khodesh goft ke bahash michatidam goftam ke esmesh tolaniye va mikhad bege ali yani enghadar baham michatan ke esme on vasash tolaniye va mikhad bege ali khb kasi ke mige badam miyad ya harfesho nazanim mikhad esmesho kotah tar bege az nazare man in ja bayad goft ke dorogh go kam hafeze mishe hamine yadesh rafte bode ke chi ghablan gofte bode va hala ye chize dige mige man ke faghat to fekre inam zod tar hame karamo roberah konam bad bebinam bazam on moghe mige beram ya na mige man faramoshesh mikonam ama behesh sabet mikonam ke hich moghe eshghesh to delam khamosh nemishe.

harfaye mokhtalefi mizadim az in ke man chizi nagoftam mese mashine baba ina ya chizaye dige va khoshalim ine ke on jori ke mitarsidam nist fekr mikardam vaghan vasash besham ye gharibe yani hich tavajohi behem nakone ama khodaro shokr didam na onjori nist va hamin kheyli aromam mikone ke vasash gharibe nistam omid varam ke hamin jori ham bemone.

emroz jomas shode 3 hafte , 3 hafte az ini ke ba melika harf nazadam az in ke sedasho nashnidam nemidonam onam delesh vase man tang shode ya ama man ke vaghan delam tang shode bekhatere sedash bekhatere harf zadanesh ama hamash ke felan ye roya shode vase man.
melika omid varam rozi ke in harfaro mikhoni bavar koni ke chi be man gozashte toye in modat omid varam ke bavar koni harfamo chon az tahe delam daram barat minevisam.
asheghetam ta akharesh ta jaee ke beshe bahat mimonamo behet eshgh mivarzam ama heyf ke bavar nadari eshghe mano va migi marda saro tah ye karbasan eykash chenin fekri nadashti.
13/6/88

ye nore omid

salam
emroz bade in ke az ziyaran omadam didam ke melika vasam ye matne ahango gozashte matne ahange mah asal khodaee ja khordam melika ke migoft dige bahash harfi az eshgh nazanam in dige chi bod vasam ferestad khob man hamishe az in harfash khoshal mishodam in dafe 100 barabar khoshal shodam ke bade on hame dava ino vase man gozashte.
azizam ye harfi zad ke kheyli omid var shodam goft ke age uni ghabol besham shayad mige shayad ye faraji beshe vase edameye dosti man ke kamelan omid varam ke bazam baham bashim va haem sayamo mikonam ke uni ghabol besham ke shayad in harfe melika beshe vagheiyat albate omid varam.
nemidonam chi bayad alan begam mohasho goftesh ke rang karde ama khob man ke nemibinam har kari kone man faghat hasratesho mikhoram eykas injori nemishod delam mikhad bebinamesh delam mikhad hamin ke mige mohamo rang kardam manam betonam bebinam ama moteasefane nemishe yani hich vaghti fekr nakonam betonam mese ghabl besham bahash.
10/6/88

khaterate londan va akhare bad

emroz bade kelasam omadam ba melika chat kardam badesh man az kelasam goftam ke che balaee ostademon sare man ovord melika ham az londan ke rafte bodan goft.
goft ke vaghti kenare rodkhone timez bode yade man oftade va mikhaste manam kenaresh bodam fekr konam vase avalin bar bod ke jaee ke onam bod manam delammikhast basham na ini ke toye on ja bodam va khodamam lezat mibordam delam mikhast onja basham ke on hame ghashangi u ke hast kenare eshgham basham dastasho begiramo harfaye asheghone beham bezanim va vaghto begzaronim ama nabodam ama man inja dashtam be in fekr mikardam ke chetori betonam dobare hamon mohamadi besham ke melika mikhast.
akhe chatemon az melika porsidam ke age raftin londan addres ya tellesho be man mide ya na ke goft ko ta 1 sale dige ama ba esrare man goft ke na yani nemide behem yani mikhad hame in rabetaro ta 1 sal negah dare ke vaghti raft onja dige man hich rahe ertebati bahash nadashte basham yani vaghan sarneveshte man ine ke dige melikaro nabinam yani khoda mikhad ke man dige sedasham hata nashnavam.
omid varam ke melika hich vaghti mano faramosh nakone hata vaghti ke raft uni va vaghti ke kheyli irani mibine yade manam bashe.
mige ke man inja kheyli saram shologhe akhe melika jonam kojaye sare man shologhe mani ke shabo rozam shode fekr kardan be to va khateratemon va harfat ke chiya migofti va mikhasti mano tark koni behar hal dige to mano nemikhay va manam bayad kenar biyam ba in ghaziye ama in dalil nemishe ke faramoshet konam chon to avalin va akharin eshgham mimoni.
9/6/88

avalin

salam
in avalin postame ke daram mizaram yani rozi ke melika shod abjim yani rozi ke faghat toye neveshtan shode abjim ama toye zehno zendegimo hameja hamon eshghe mane.
emroz vasash neveshtam ke dige shodi abjim va dige eshgham sedat nemikonam ke khoshet nemiyad toye chatam ke baham dashtim hamash mohamad reza migofti ke toye modate dostimon nemigofti yani kam pish miumad ke begi emshab gofti ke zemeston 100% miay iran omid varam melika ke biay chon kheyli delam tang shode vasat ke yebare dige bebinamet va omid varam ke omadi bekhay mano bebini.
hamishe doset daram azizam
in weblogam fagaht vase to sakhtam ke haminjori in harfamo inja benevisam ke age ye zamani lazem shod bekhonishish.
asheghetam
8/6/88